Well theres nothing really to talk about becuz i havnt been doin nothing.. i have nothing to say at all.. Jason is still on house arrest.. and she is so hard.. the other day i was talkin to terah and terah was like i dunno if i could be as strong as u.. and u kno wha i dont kno if i can be strong ethier.. this shit is killin me i jus want it to be over its taring us apart.. and it sucks i love him and i will try to stick by him as best i can no matter how much it hurts...
For awhile i was chillen wit sarah and jenn all da time den jenn got sick and it was me and sarah jus chillen.. its been raining since id say monday or sunday.. and that sucks cuz i couldnt do shit but sit in da house u konw.. but today we had our 1st nice day.. im not sure whats goin on for today my mom is supposed to FINALLY take me to get my cell phone today but we will see i kno how she is.. i havnt talked to my dad or anything like that jus to update yall on him.. Not like i fuckin care hes a waste.. i have been bored.. so very bored lol..
I been trying to stay home becuz jason has suspiscons thinks to SOMEONE whose name will go unsaid but yall know who the backstabber is.. he thinks im cheatin on him or sum gay shit like that.. so i have jus been at home i guess to kinda prove to him that he has lost him damn mind lol.. after all the shit we been thru.. i dun think i would fuck it up.. but yeah.. anyway.. i duno whats good for dis weekend it all depens really.. we will see.. no plans things ususally jus happen.. god i miss jason its been 3weeks dis coming monday since i seen him.. and i kno there are many weeks ahead of this.. everything jus sucks anymore.. i dunoo wha to do to take my mind offa this shit..
Thank god we are approachin tha end of tha skool year.. we got less then 2weeks... boy am i excited lol.. cant wait to get the fuck outta hicks.. i hate that skool.. south here i come.. i get to walk to skool wit my boo boo every morning i cant wait for that.. i am excited but alil scared i think everyone is jus alil nervous.. but i am about to go i have blabed on and on about pretty much nothing of any importance for far to long now.. Ill holla later...