We belong Together-Mariah Carey (i love dis song)
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

I didn't know you
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side

We belong together
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together

Alot has happened since I last wrote...
On thrusday- I woke up went to school then came home.. went wit my moms and got sum shoes n shit.. and then came home.. chilled..then i went to jasons house for alil while.. god yall dont understand how much i miss bein wit dat boy.. we will make it thru dis shit tho i know we will..
On Friday-I went to school came home.. chilled.. didnt do much.. then at around 5 or so my anut Chemise came and picked me up.. My aunt is cool as shit.. this was the 1st time i met her.. but i am glad i did meet her.. she is really young and she is cool as shit.. i think me and her will def. start talkin more in the future.. but anyways.. my aunt does Hair so we went to this guys house and she did his hair.. then we left and we went to my great aunt tooties house.. and like everyone was dere.. My aunt debbie.. My aunt tootie of course.. My dad!!! and my dads girlfriend.. and then boochie came over.. cuz boochie knows my family better then i do he is wit dem all the time and i barely see them.. but yeah.. he was dere.. too.. and Chemise has a daughter and she looks after her nephew Travon... and they was dere too.. it was aiight. i got to see my dad.. which doesnt happen often... My aunt did my hair.. it looks madd cute...but finally aty like 1 we went home.. well to Chemises and i stayed the night there
Saturday-IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVER.. IT WAS MY BABIIS B-DAY!!... AND IT WAS ALSO OUR 9MONTH ANNIVERSERY.. AND ALOT IT WAS 1YEAR SINCE THE 1ST TIME WE MET.. .. i came home in the morning.. seen my babii boy for awhile.. i still have to get his damn present GOD!!!.. but anyways. then me and kayla and sarah and jenn got high and went to the carnival.. chilled dere.. IT WAS WHACK LIKE CRACK.. so we came home.. kayla went home.. and i went to bed ((ME AND JASON BEEN TOGETHER FOR OVER 9MONTHS AND WERE GOING STRONG!))
Sunday-i woke up.. it was mothers day or w.e said happy mothers day to my mom.. went to jasons and stayed there all day untill 8:30..
So i have been pretty busy.. not awhole lot of time to write in dis joint.. but My babii is still on house arrest.. i dunno whas goin to happen.. i will find out dis wed. tho.. i miss being wit him.. but im glad i got to see him dis weekend.. i kno we will get thru dis shit.. i love him so much and i will be by his side no matter wha u know.. bUt yeah.. it was good seeing my dad.. and hes talkin all the shit about how he wants to start seeing me more.. and he wants me to see my sisters he said they been askin about me.. i hope so i wanna see them alot.. so hopefully hes not jus sayin that shit this time.. i kinda believe him becuz he called me last night which really surprised me.. i didnt think he would call im not gonna get my hopes but maybe this time he will do the right thing.. i guess we will see.. He says he wants to meet jason LOL... wow.. i dunno about that.. I learned over the weekend tho that the world really is a small place lol.. i found out that my anut does jasons hair.. and he would talk about his girlfriend but never said her name.. lol.. so jasons family and my family know each other! aint that great lol? yeah.. me and my mom havnt really been getitn along.. i mean im hardley ever here but when i am me and her find sumden to agure about.. yeah.. our mother daughter relationship is great.. things will be fine and then i always scerw it up.. i feel like im a big disapointment to her.. i dunno.. but yeah anyways.. i think that jus about sums up my life.. ill write more when i have sumden new to talk about.. Ill try to get back to yall more often.. Much Love always..