Sorry its been awhile since i wrote.. i 4get alot of wha has been goin on lol..

but ill let u kno wha i remember. lol.. well since the last time i wrote i 4get what i did all that week until friday. On friday i went to Kaylas house chilled and got high, then saturday i stayed at kaylas like all day and then got high and drunk dat night.. Kayla was so DOoOoNnNNEEee omg.. i finally came home sunday.. got high wit sarah and i was so fuckin high lol das da highest i ever been.. lol.. i met sum new friend lol.. mY NiIIigGgGgaHhS!... but yeah finally went to sleep or w.e den da next day woke up and went to skool came home chilled wit sarah and my niggahs.. dey left.. den Tuesday came home.. got to see jason in the 1st time since forever it seems like lol..i guess its not sceret now.. hes on house arrest!! god i miss him so much..but after i can abck i chilled wit my niggahs till like 10 got high and almost went to fuckin jail lol.. dat ish was CRAZIIIII.. and then today i came home and got high.. lol.. so i am barely ever even home anymore im usually jus chillen outside or sumden.. mOstly gettin HiGh! lol.. das all dere is to do i dun like bein in my house.. My mom was sure to let me kno today that she thought i was a whore and i was fast which really made me happy.. she wonders why i am depressed and shit now... But AnYwAy.. i try my best not be here as much as possible.. it makes me feel so much worse about everything.. god.. life has been busy.. But i MiIiIisSsS My Jasie so much.. but for now im about to be out.. im not even sure whas good for tonight now.. but ill holla sumtimes and let yall kno whas good!!...

I'll carve your name in the bullet so everyone knows you're the last thing that went through my head _Jason_